Hoshi Hikari

Monday, May 28, 2001

by bouth bis bool bof betal. ---> which, roughly, translates to my mouth is full of metal. Yup I got braces today, green fixed ones I completely forgot to blog I was getting them! (5 minute memory span ^_^;). They're driving me crazy because of the things I can't eat! Oh well, at least I got off school today. Well actually the appointment was at 2 o' clock but who on earth would give up a chance to get off school?
I got Geo's b-day present, a pair of earrings, gold dolphins they're so cute!!! She's back from work experience now so I'll see her but I'm gonna be a nigel in bio because nadia's off. I hope debbie's in!!
Oh Van out of Escaflowne is at the top of my bishhouen list, hes so nice!!! (probably because he reminds me of um, someone ^_^;)

Oh yeah I forgot to post but I took the drugs test, just for the crack, I'm not a druggy! (the crack, lol!). Anyway even tho I put down I wouldn't take any that would kill me or anything e still came pretty high up.

# 1 Nitrous Oxide
# 2 Ecstasy
# 3 Mushrooms
# 4 Marijuana
# 5 LSD(acid)

okay have to go,


Sunday, May 27, 2001

Hey cool, I was listening to Fragma featuring Maria Rubia, "everytime you need me" and she sounds so like emma!!!
Whats this?

*sobsob* can ANYONE tell me where to get Escaflowne online??? Amazon couldn't find and barnes & nobles kept coming up with "woman in muslm societies" whatever that has to do with visions of Esaflowne....

Oh well,


Oh I just checked my g-book, alex signed, thankyou!!! That brings my g-book to a total of 5 visitors, excluding me. _

Hey, I took the past life quiz too! Here's my results, they're kinda cool:

I don't know how you feel about it, but you were female in your last earthly incarnation.
You were born somewhere in the territory of modern Yukon around the year 1675.
Your profession was that of a leader, major or captain.

*I was female back then too? It would have been kinda cool to be different but a female leader in 1675? Rock on equal rights!! But where the hell is Yukon? Oh well, I was a leader at least, I hoped I kicked some butt.*

Your brief psychological profile in your past life:
Timid, constrained, quiet person. You had creative talents, which waited until this life to be liberated. Sometimes your environment considered you strange.

*Thats pretty cool too but now I'm a QUIET leader? Enviroment considered me strange? Yep that sounds pretty right! ^__^*

The lesson that your last past life brought to your present incarnation:Your main task is to make the world more beautiful. Physical and spiritual deserts are just waiting for your touch. Keep smiling!
*Kawaii kawaii kawaii! Uh but any ideas by what it means, "Physical and spiritual deserts are just waiting for your touch." ???*

Do you remember now?
*Nope I don't but it still sounds pretty cool!

ZB (Zombi Blood) status:
I've completed about 96% of the pictures, everything else is done except I'm not happy with some of the music. u___u And I still need a VA for kade- btw D, there's gonna be a cool chara introuduced part 2 which i want you to va, remember you were saying you wanted to? (haha, you cant back out now!) She's not in part 1 because I had to cut it down to under 100 scenes, u___u but- interested?
Oh yeah that reminds me, what the hell is this? Any guesses?

Okay ja I'm going now to check everyone else's blogs *runs off*

Saturday, May 26, 2001

Haha, Becky got a worse Bio report than me!!! The teacher said she talked a lot and in his words, "when I try to move her to stop the gossip, she becomes aggressive in her nature" (she starts yelling and swearing and storms out the door ^_^).

Have I done any artwork lately? Well yeah but its all crap. Example. I love winged bishouen. *drool* If only I could draw them. *goes away and drools on Von from Visions of Escaflowne* - that is the BEST anime series ever! 'Cept I would stay with Von in Gaea not go back to school!!

Oh well nothing much to blog about today, its weekend and today I was out all day since it was nice weather ^_~. Ja!

Friday, May 25, 2001

I'm alive!!! *gasp* I - AM - ALIVE!!
We got our end of term reports and mine was, okaaay I guess but a couple of subjects need.... brushing up in. ^_^; Maths I'm flunking in of course, and I need to 'study' more. Hmm, anyone know what that word means? One thing I was surprised about tho was my P.E. Studies, swimming I got a 1/2 which is credit grade (it would be about an A or A-). I am totally surprised about that, and also French I got straight 1's and she said we were working at Higher level and coping... ug, that woman really knows how to push us hard, Higher is what you sit AGED 18! Oh well, thats all I have to say for now I have to go check e-mails I haven't been on in a few days.


Monday, May 21, 2001

behold the beauty of the dark!

Everyone is so depressed and/or unhap;py today. Alice isn't talking to jo and thats saying something since she never falls out with anyone, becky isd depressed and its all that stupid alex w's fault. and today i found out i am not as over someone as i thought.

I'm gonna put a new layout on my blog now, hoshi hikari is looking too happy and i feel dark. i love the night.

if my post has loadsa spelling mistakrs its coz my right hand keeps getting sharp pains and this is typrd lefty.]#

I hate my life.

Sunday, May 20, 2001

Damn it, change!!!!

Who cares?

Does it work?

I am putting up a new template for now until I finish my other one.

What type of flirt I am, according to emode.com:

Hey there, slick! We think it's pretty safe to say that you're a Smooth Flirt. You've got all the right moves, and you're confident that your target will appreciate all your winks and smiles. All it takes is the perfect line, right? Maybe so, as long as you deliver it with your charm meter set to "stun." Your flirting style is the perfect mix of body language and pure animal magnetism. With you on their trail, how can your prey possibly hope to get away? Seduction is inevitable. Just make sure not to overdo it. There's something to be said for simple, direct conversation. Your way with words and smooth moves guarantee that you'll hit the bullseye.

wahh!!!!! lou is going to college not staying on 5th year!!!!!! noooooooooo

black & white still won't work. DAMN IT!!! Oohhh, my new blog i'm working on is so spiffy... it's so dark... its so cool. and so like my mood

*lol*!!! Just for the crack, I took the sex god/goddess quiz too and this is my result:
Heavens above -- you are an absolute goddess in bed! Your feminine charms and deep sensuality drive men crazy with desire. Hestia, the goddess of family and peace, is your inner deity and she guides your every move.
Its amusing.

Song of the moment: Why by Mel C

Why does the rain, fall from the sky
How can a sugar pill, take this pain away
I should have known, that you would break my heart
You've ended something, that didn't have a chance to start

Put out the stars, rub out the sky
Look into the future, wipe the tear drop from my eye
Shut out the sun, bring on the night
want you to tell me how you're gonna make it right

am i crying over you
'cause there's nothing else that i can do
do I always look a fool

Wish i'd read the signs
And left you when i'd known
God, i wanna call you, but i can't pick up the phone

Put out the stars, rub out the sky
Look into the future, wipe the tear drop from my eye
Shut out the sun, bring on the night
want you to tell me how you're gonna make it right

am i crying over you
cause theres nothing else i can do
do i always look a fool

tell me why
am i crying over you
cause there's nothing else i can do
do i always look a fool
oh tell me why

tell me why


my perfect guy is older than me by 4-6 yers according to coolquiz... and he is a goofball. wahh???

Laughter is the way to your heart. A guy with a great sense of humor is definitely the guy for you! You want a "goofball." Someone who can laugh at himself, and make you laugh. There's no bigger turn-off than a guy who takes himself too seriously. You know that if a guy is silly, he is generally self-confident and secure. Your guy is a people magnet, and everyone's favorite friend. Never a dull moment with your jokester nearby. You crave excitement and laughter, and your goofball enhances those things in your life. You probably think that life is too short to spend it without a smile. Your goofy guy will ensure that that doesn't happen. His lighthearted and silly ways make everything a little bit brighter

okay ja!

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oh yeah i'm working on a new template its cool, its very... dark fits in with zombi blood mood (zombi blood should be soon, just some more pics to do and replace some of the midis)


I bought Black & White and it doesn't even work.. I think I'll see if my digi-cam works, if not I'll try get it to work. The pics I have are so gay I hate Sundays, everyone has a sunday work shift right now it seems (+ a lot of my other freinds live in rural areas).

tina (my sis) is away for the day again, for athletics shes doing track, long jump and also i think discus. so i'm alone for the day. u_u
bla so i've been bored all moring, i think i'll call heather and drag her away somewhere


Saturday, May 19, 2001

Chris! You HAVE to let me see your pictures, since I showed you really horrible ones of me... Ugh I feel so depressed today. And a certain SOMEONE is making my life a misery I FUCKING HATE HIM!!!! (Sarah, its that guy I was on about one time on AIM spreading those... rumours). I hate my life.
I dont know what I'm getting for job experience yet. Geo got *wontsaynameforprivacyreasons* castle! Ohmygod, CELEBRITIES go there!!!!
I cant draw ;_; I just about finished Zombi Blood, I was working my ass off on it last night, I just need to replace a few pictures that i don't like and it'll be all done... but who would want to read it anyway?

The only refferal I have so far is 'rebecca-chan'. How original.

Ja >_<

Thursday, May 17, 2001

Ohmygod!!!! I feel so wierd, someone was MURDERED here, last night! *big gulp* It was on the local radio in the morning and during Biology we werent doing work but listening to the radio to find out who it was. They were shot or stabbed, across from the kiddies nursery!!! Ohmygod Rachel is wnting work experience there!!!!!!!!! There's a murderer near me!! 0.0

Wednesday, May 16, 2001

I did Alex's kyara quiz. Here are my results:

# 1 Shitenshi
# 2 Larou
# 3 Sincerity
# 4 Leo
# 5 Pomegranate
# 6 Kenji
# 7 Megan
# 8 Marchelle
# 9 Shawn
# 10 Arisa
# 11 Rossy
# 12 Fisher
# 13 Adam

Hey freckles, I'm Shitenshi too. Thats wierd although I guess I am a bit like him. And also, you asked who Copper was, she's from a series of mine, shes a girl with wiccan powers of Light (spirit) and btw Devan is like her soul mate except he keeps being unfaithful and coming back to her.

I also did my kyara tests, in my first one (short) I was Miko from Zombi Blood and the second (long) one I was Hikari-Chan. I dunno why I wasn't Hikari in the first, she's my alias (shes so kawaiii, shes an elf her kami vers), I guess I based Miko on me more than I realised.

Cmon ppl keep taking the quiz!!! ^__^ I'm going over to take some other quizes... the colour one has no purple? Dang, that was my fav colour...

Ja ^_~

Tuesday, May 15, 2001

I found out how to do those refferer thingies. I wonder if I'll get any funny search hits?

_ Ughhhhhh..... All my problems are due to men and boys. Why do they exist...... damn them..... *apologies to all the nice guys I know. Okay, let's see what news I have today....

I got a request in school today, for my 'book' (its where all my anime drawings are). Chris wanted to see them (hes the guy that had heard of manga... yeah, here 0.0) although he said that they were 'disturbing', since I kept having the same guy topless over and over again and also loadsa blood and gore pics (zombi blood WILL have some people dying, its not one of those happy-go-lucky fairytales). lol, he thought i was some kinda stalker... the guy was KEIRAN! Stalking Keiran, hahaha!!!!!! As if.

Blogger won't publish. Wahhh. So why am I writing? I dunno, I'm bored and getting no IMs today, its the stupid time difference. I was talking to lost yesterday, there's a SIX hour time difference between here and there. Cmon, people, rebeccachan14 on AIM and rebek14 on hotmail!

Lolly has disapeared from hotmail lately.

I think I'll go take some quizes... oh yeah, and I'm going to sign up with that place that gives you all the funny refferals, I wonder what I'll get...


Sunday, May 13, 2001

Damn blogger, PUBLISH!!!!

Waii!!! My buddy list won't show on AOL. Wats up????

Oh what the heck, never mind. Well on Friday it was last day of 3rd year and I didn't even have to go to any classes!!! Hahahaha! What happened was that the Art Highers (A-Levels, qualifications for last yrs of school) were on and they needed models and they asked me if I would do it so I did so I missed classes (although i still had break and lunch), but I am NEVER doing it again, my leg is still soooo stiff! I had to stay in an uncomfortable position for four hours my leg was in a deformed shape owowowow.

Then, yesterday, me, Alice, Georgina and Rachel went up the glen we took Alice's collie too, we were jumping off rocks into the water though the big bridge is shut off due to foot and mouth so we couldn't jump off that. The currents were pretty strong and it was deep but we can all swim well except for Rachel so we were okay. Georgina pushed me off the rock into the water before I was wet wearing my shorts and WHITE t-shirt!!!! The water was so cold.... note for future- never wear a white t-shirt swimming... oh well, it was fun anyway and it was really hot so i got a suntan ^_^ Later we went to the pictures and saw Chocolat, that is a good film it is so funny!!! Ugh, I want chocolate now...

Today we went to brewers faire, my family, my cuz's family and Iona's family _ (luckily Iona didn't come and I buggered off anyway into town). I was going to buy Black & White but I decided to keep it till later and order a Manga off amazon.

Anyway, Georgina came over here today!! So her, me and Rachel hung about here for a while and walked to the shops and everything. Tomorrow is school again.... since I'm 4th tomorrow thats a reminder that i'll be sitting my prelims and standard grades, starting november... ugghhh (they are qualifications, like for your cv to get you into college/uni). Everyone expects me to want to go to St Andrews or Oxford/Cambridge, but St. Andrews is okay but I want to go to uni abroad anyway.

Long post!!!! Well, better wrap it up, remember to take my quiz!!

Ja ^_~

Thursday, May 10, 2001

Oh yeah and I am doing a new version of my website, the other SUCKS and I feel like it, and also I shut down my interactive Hogwarts ;_; I just don't have time to update it anymore. Maybe in future it'll open again? Its still a bit interactive anyway... Sorry Sara! (not Freckles)and sorry Guy!!!!!!!! I'll miss you guys!!! Well,

baibai ja ^_~

Chibi-Alex did my quiz too! FYI, Hikari is an alias of me, and a character in an old manga of mine that no one has seen (and it's going to stay that way). That's where Tristan is from too.

Ughh!!! I had a huge computing test today and also my Bio CREDIT one and I'll tell you this, it was HARD! I wanna come to your school Freckles and get your easy test not this stupid one!!!!

;_; Rebecca-Chan is sad. Her 4th year friends are off on study-leave. Some are leaving school forever, or town, for college or whatever and I won't see most of them in school ever again. I'll see Heather and Louise coz they live really near me but Lara lives too far away. ;_; Not that that's a bad thing or anything....

We got our Work Experience choices today. They were pretty crap, I put down first choice Information Technology (examples, Telecommunications- WHAT IS THAT?, Library, Journalism). I don't see what any of these have to do with IT. 2nd choice: Leisure, eg- swimming, horses, theatre. 3rd I put animals, eg animal welfare and vet, 4th choice I put teaching. Yes!!! I offered to help teach the little brats!!! Mostly I chose 3 + 4 because the other choices were'nt that good, mostly like storework (stacking shelves in Safeway is NOT my idea of fun) although I do like most animals (not bugs... ew *shudder* well not most bugs).

Tomorrow is the last day of 3rd year!! Wierd thing here is we go into the next year BEFORE the summer hols, I think its just to give experience or whatever. I dun really wanna go into 4th year that soon because that means the standard grades are closer and i'm failing maths, my teacher put me in the wrong class i think, i cant keep up with all the brainboxes.

*HEHE* My english teacher liked my story!!! Usually she goes mad at people who make *violent* stories but she just said to me she liked it, it was well constructed although it could perhaps be a little less farfetched. Farfetched?? Has she been to Ireland yet???? Hello, these things to happen! This isn't fairyland!!!!

I had Dance today! I was cool coz we all ran away from class (it was a hot day) and we were barefooted at the boys playing football cheering them on and also making fun of cheerleading (we had pompoms from dance). *big gulp* teacher said i was artistic with my hands (how come i cant draw then!!!) and made my go front!!! aghh i dont like the front!!! stephanie likes it though _ what attention-seeker.

*yawn* I'm bored, I'm gonna go surf the web. DAMN IT! I forgot what I was going to say. Hey, Freckles and Chibi-Alex might be making a kami! Cool I'd read that. Or is it definate? That would be cool, I would like to co-author something with someone some day (mostly because my drawing skills are really bad ^_^;

Oh well, baibai!!!!

Wednesday, May 09, 2001

Okay, ignore the previous post link and try out this selector. It has more kyara in it, more questions so it is more accurate. Please try it and tell me who you are!!!! I'd be interesting to see who everyone is..... it was a bit annoying doing but fun and fun to see who i am myself.... d-chan i lurve your piccy you showed to me, it is NOT crap, I like it!!! Eurgh, I had loadsa tests today. I cant be bothered saying anything... maybe later.

Ja ^_~

And how the heck is everyone finding out their search results for their blogs?????

Tuesday, May 08, 2001

I created a select smart quiz! It chooses which of my kyara is most like you, I haven't put all of my kyara in it (that would take houyrs to do! ^_^) but most of my kami characters are there and a few more. Try it out! Please!

Ja ^_~

Saturday, May 05, 2001

Freckles-chan!!!! Good to see you blogging again, didnt know what had happened for a while. Hope your internet gets fixed soons and the tornado doesnt come to your area.

Bla. >_< You complain about people thinking your drawings are like Sailor Moon? If people here even knew what Sailor Moon was, that would be a blessing. Although its kinda like the people in my classes thinking my drawings are like POKEMON. They are not like that at all!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Today me and maybe Heather are going to the pictures with Suzi. *lol* Guess swhat? My sis tried to copy my Keiran drawing (maybe I'll upload it later, he looks cuteeeee in it!) and in school they had to do a comic so she done it in anime (a manga!!!) and now all her class are doing anime-like drawings... heeehheee, cool, I'm spreading anime, i'm corruption the 11yearolds minds around here....

Maybe blog later gotta go now, Ja ^_^

Friday, May 04, 2001

0.o Other countries have different lunch periods. o.O Different times from eachother. I wouldnt like that.

Oh and Deanna-chan, yes I'll be Ayako!

Ja +_+

Hehe, today was loadsa fun!
Today was muck-up day since this is the last day the 6th years will be in school, next week and after that the 4th, 5th and 6th will be on study-leave and of course, the 6th years won't be coming back. Last year 6th years were banned from coming to school but this year they came anyway. They totally mucked up the girls toilets, with fairy liquid all over the windows and chucked the toilet paper in the bin, then went around throwing water bombs and spraying whipped cream (*laughs at Laura- that's what you get for wearing a white top on muck-up day!!!!!!). They poured bags of flour outside the r.e. rooms and mr burnside went really mad (serves him right, he just rearanged the seating and I HATE my table). Also they floured and egged some teachers cars, they are going to be SOOOOOOOO mad about that, and probably expelled because when it tries it'll probably take the paint off the car when coming off. Farmfoods across the road was totally sold out of whipped creme, they sold over 60 cans of it today. Today the quadrangle was a MESS and everyone had creme in their hair and their clothes were totally wet and cremed etc (not me phew, I escaped the mature 18 year olds wrath but georgina got creme all over her- except that was laura so maybe that doesnt count). Then the second years decided that they were so cool, bla bla bla, and got tomato bombs - Yuuuuuuuuuckkkk!!!!!

The disco was last night, my leg is immobile, it has lost all feeling in it and if you stay off they accuse you of being drunk (hehe, ali stayed off coz he has a hangover- 8 pints of cider kev said- and his dad is the modern studies teacher!!!). The disco was okay, but it was mostly the girls in our little "group" that went. It was 1st to 6th!!! You could only go if you wear dress code, black and white, when you get ticket (athough i just wore a black t-shirt and jeans) so not many people could go so they made it 1st to 6th year to get more people to come and since the 6th years couldnt come back unless had it tonight. I cant be bothered going into details.

Cardcaptor Sakura has started on nickelodeon! I watched it earlier today, the episodes when Sakura caches the Fly, Shadow and Water card, and the first episode. It's the dubbed version but oh well, that's better than nothing.
Escaflowne is on later tonight, I'm gonna watch it, I love that anime show! I missed it last night u_u because of the disco. Acks, need to catch up on blogs now!

Ja ~_~

Tuesday, May 01, 2001

First of all, it's Meg-Chan's birthday!!! Happy B-day, Meg-Chan!!! *gets out the drink* Hehe, let's party. I did a little thing for you... but my scanner wrecked it. So here's a substitute made from a sketch. Yeah, I know, its rubbish, I'll try the other later.
Talking of sketches, becca went sketch-mad today!!! I did 20 page sketches of people, mostly my friends. And guess what! This guy Chris, in my class, saw them and asked to see my 'manga'. Of course, I was dumbfounded. He knew what Manga was!!!! Ok, he got manga mixed up with anime but at least he has heard of the name! You dont know how rare that is.... perhaps another member of our worldwide cult?

Anyway, here's what my very messy sketches look like:
Nadia (my friend)
Becky (another friend)
Keiran (that dumb-ass kyara of mine, 'cept it's kinda messed up. I had a better one of him holding onto Miko- yes! that was a rare moment, they looked scared, I thought it was quite good but it's too light to scan u_u
Also, I was fooling about with my present to Meg and this version kinda looks like it has Japanese writing on it. Cool, I think. It's not really Japanese writing, it's just "I love you" put over each other and turned around a lot. If the link doesn't work, its coz I haven't got off my lazy ass yet (sorry, d, i stole your phrase!) to upload it (to spree).

I can't be bothered scanning everything else. Oh.... my back is killing me. It's been killing me all day, when I bend or move or do anything ACK. I had my maths exam yesterday, FIRST PERIOD!!! Acks, what a time. And TWO exams in ONE period!!! The non-calculater was pimps but the calculater was more complicated, mainly because I didn't revise at ALL (yeah, I'm stupid, I know it). Bio exam next week, same day as Computing exam but that'll be easy, I only wish it was a practical exam, that would be even easier and I might even have time left over to blog.

In english today we did last years standard grade credit paper. Grr, I thought we don't get next years advanced work till, next year!!!! Man, heather's not even done her exam paper yet. *roll eyes* Oh well, it was okay because you get a bit of a choice, I jumped at the chance to do a story. It had to be 'Crime doesn't pay' I had one period to do it, that was all! Damn it, how are you supposed to do a decent story in that? The exams next year have more time. This is going to account for part of our end year grade as well. Anyway, I did one on a guy that joined a load of gangsters, they did loadsa bad stuff (naughty boys!), .... abused.. servants, then got the guy got shot by his father, a police officer who didnt know it was him, and killed in a very vile way on bloody sunday. Okay, I'm both a fan of jack higgins and feeling very evil today. At the end I had a load of crap how his boss said dont be traitor coz betrayal doesnt pay, but crime doesnt pay either. on [bloddy sunday] he got killed blabla by .... Part of the killing process was being put through a cement mixer of course, but he got stabbed loads and pins put through him too.

Damn I feel angry!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Disco on thursday but can you believe it, the first/second years complained they wanted a 1st to 3rd year disco instead of 1st to 6th. Damn them, why couldnt they leave us out of it??? Now we're stuck with boring 1st to 2nd years. Oh well, at least we get run of the disco since were oldest. It'll be fun anyway. But I wanted 4th years to come, and 6th (and 5th of course).

This is a long blog, I'll stop now.

Ja _

Thanks Freckles for the translations.

So I am TK? I like TK. He's cute in the new episodes! Then Cody... knowledge, Kari, Light- hey, her name is my blog, thats cool. Izzy, knowledge again,
Tai, courage
Sora, love (her and Tai make the most perfectest couple evarrr
Joe, reliability was it? cant remember
Ken (ugh!!!!), um, kindness?
Mimi, sincerity

I like Mimi. How come shes's last?