Hoshi Hikari

Tuesday, January 29, 2002


*lol* according to the personality test at www.spasticweasel.com I'm a pervert. Sionai is also a pervert (it's accurate actually, says perverts like to learn japanese and dutch- i like japanese, and Sionai lived in Holland for three years). Geo is an asshole (true). Can't member what Rach was. Rob was a plank of wood. ^-^


Look! I'm blogging!

Yesterday was windy. I mean windy. Gales upto 128mph, and it was wet. Funn! Our school was leakin everwhere and coz of the weather they blocked the doors and wouldn't let anyone out, but we went out anyway, to go to Farmfoods to get food. Hail + very very windy and very very wet = Fuun!!

Nice place I live. Some guy in my year goes and gets a 13 year old pregnant, and a guy (that geo likes) tries to commit suicide because he gets caught takin drugs. This town has the highest suicide rate in Scotland. Lovely. Fuuun. XD

Anyway what have I been upto? Well seen LotR three times. Legolas is the HOTTEST. Mmmmmmmm!!! Now all my (female) friends like him, except Geo- we have this joke about her and gimli because of the actors first name and there's some scene in Moria when hes dancin on the tomb... Geo has a thing for asses. But LotR was good. Very good. Although not many people were amused at me and Sionai, who like some others who read this blog, also found it amusing to match up characters in the film (yaoii!! XD Saruman and Gandalf getting up to their kinky stuff, Sam and Frodo of course, Legolas and Gimli to mention a few). When Aragorn and Arwen kissed we were like, "thank god, finally! a straight couple!" Hehe... people were not amused. And I laughed at all the sad or scary bits. I'm fucked up.
One NOT fun bit was that Geo phoned my mobile sometimes during the film, and I forgot to put my ringer off, and when it ringed I dropped it so Sionai had to go behind the seats to find it, and it was ringing... *glares*

Then there was Nicola's sleepover. Hehe... I guess we shoulda tried to get to sleep earlier tho. Two hours sleep, we went to bed at 7am in the mornin. And we watched Miss Congeniality or however u spell it, and another film. That poor girl!! They made her all girly!!! Ahhh!! (my evil friends put make-up on me and made me wear a dress)

Okay I'd better be goin, since I have three english essays to write by Thursday (they're actually overdue, they were due Monday). Discursive, imaginative and critical evaluation essays to be done. *sigh* Ja!


Thursday, January 17, 2002


Chris: Didn't see ya online yesterday, so it's a day late, but Happy B-day, hope you enjoy any of those recycled-from-stupid-kids-german-chocolates you have. ^_~

SotM: Puretone - Addicted to Bass (the video kicks ass!!! especially when the guy chasing them's car gets blown up! XD)


Sunday, January 13, 2002


My colorgenics.com results.

You want to be regarded as an exiting and interesting personality able to persuade others to comply with your beliefs and ideas. You are charming and able to influence other people who come into your sphere of influence. You like mental stimulation and you are the sort of person who is prepared to "try anything once". Your confidence is so much so that others are often swept away by your enthusiasm.

You are need of rest, some peace and quiet. You feel the need to be close to that someone special .... that someone who can give you that special consideration and unquestioning affection that you seek. If you don't find that "special someone" and resolve your problems very soon .. you are liable to become extremely introverted and cut yourself off from society.

You lack confidence and that is a great pity because deep down you are indeed a warm caring person. This lack of confidence is making you wary to be drawn into any open discussion or conflict and so you feel as if you should let matters lie ... and leave well alone ... but there may be a pleasant surprise in store for you. You are beginning to grow .. and very soon - sooner than you believed possible - this warm loving new you will be available for all to see and to appreciate..

You pretend that you are a carefree individual and that nothing really bothers you .. that you are so self-sufficient that whatever problems beset you - they simply flow off you as water flows of a ducks back... You are experiencing considerable stress, trying to conceal yourself from the rest of the world. In actual fact - deep down, you are not at all happy. You feel lonely and you need someone with whom you can "Let your hair down" and share your hopes, dreams and high standards... You are imposing unnecessary self restraint on yourself. You would like to demonstrate the unique quality of your character to all and sundry.

Sometimes one fears that its not worth formulating new ideas and projects because whatever you seem to have some in the past has never worked out... and you are tired of, as they say, banging your head against a brick wall... No one seems to care.. So mow you are trying to get away from it all by withdrawing into a "fantasy land" but unfortunately "Fantasy Land" is just that... and sooner or later you will have to return to reality ... so why delay the inevitable .. When you do ... you will find that the situation is not as tough as perhaps you thought it was.


Wednesday, January 09, 2002


george went mad at me today because i hurt myself (i only wrecked my arms a bit i didnt do much) i dont know why i just did. she went mad at me but she doesnt understand...


Friday, January 04, 2002


uhoh.... heard something i DO not want to know


*sweatdrops* Hehe... I got an IRL friend drunk. ^_^;; Well George says i'm to blame. It's his first time..... I was talking him over the internet and he said something about bacardis, and I said mmm, and he took 4, and later after he'd taken them (and was falling off his chair ^^;) I said 4 wasn't anything to him.... and he took 5 more and I signed off... He phoned George on her mobile and he was pissed telling her he wasnt drunk... but he was.... She says I encourage him. Oopsie, bad me. ^_^ Hehehe.. *snickers*

Oohhhh man....... crisis. O_o See theres this guy I HATE the guts of, and I recently found out George *liked* him (boy must have been hard telling me knowing how I hate him). Well George only told one or two people, but Rach overheard us talkin (she was supposed to be damned asleep grr! - that was at a sleepover). She thought it was me that liked him. Now so do everyone else. O_o And they won't believe its not me... Grr I HATE him. And George won't let me be mean to him anymore lol.... So being nice to him all of a sudden doesn't help... Arghh I don't like that bastard. Can't believe everyone thinks that. Pooh them. Grr. Anyway thats my life. Bye.


Wednesday, January 02, 2002


1 Name: Rebecca
2 Nicknames: Becca, Becky, Rebecca-chan, Rebba-chan, Becks, Hikari, H
3 School: pah like I'm telling you
4 Age: 14
5 Sex: No thanks ^_~- female
6 Height: um... dunno *sweatdrop*
7 Birthday: 14th Feb (v-day)
8 Zodiac Sign: Aquarius
9 Eye color: Green
10 Hair color: Blonde, hopefully tho I'm getting it red again soon
12 Pets: a doggy
13 Siblings: two lil' sisters
15 Hobbies: drawing, writing, reading, sleeping, anime, manga, a bunch of other stuff



FAVORITES:


17 Color: purple
18 Car: anything purple or black with a GOOD engine. I wan a FAST car *_*.
19 Food: salt-vinegar crisps, pancakes, chocolate eclairs, mmm...
20 Drink: cherry coke
21 Restaurant: um whatever
22 Football Team: Celtic XD
23 Sport: skating, basketball
24 Music band: Linkin Park or sumthing like that I guess, mostly i prefer one-person acts
25 Boy band: hmm rock bands dont count do they? ^-^ I'm not really that big on trendy music
26 Female Singer: Ayumi Hamasaki!! Ayu!!
27 Male Singer: Robbie Williams ^_^;; um..... i dunno
28 Actor: dunno.
29 Actress: dunno
30 Movie: LotR
31 Quote from movie: "You know what happens to a Toad that gets struck by lightning? The same as everything else!" (X-Men movie, sorry but its funny, Storm got so pissed off with the Toad guy!)
32 Place to go on vacation? Australia. I'd like to go lots of other places tho, Canada America and stuff
33 Mall? ha like theres decent malls here
34 Song? right now I quite like Runaway
35 Store? Curry's or waterstones ^^;
36 Season? Winter
37 Cartoon? any anime series
38 Book? LotR
39 Teacher? mah english teachers, shes cool ^_^
40 Subject? English, Computing
41 Flower? who cares? dont know difference
42 TV show? dont watch soaps
43 Animal? doggies
44 Quote? Sometimes I lie in bed at night, gazing up at the stars, and I wonder... where the fuck is my ceiling?
45 Holiday? valentines day. coz its mah b-day!
46 Board Game? chess
47 Disney Movie? ooh disney evil *lol* um dont really watch em
48 Radio Station? radio 1
49 TV Channel? fox kids and cartoon network, little others show anime!
50 Emotion? depression hah
51 Magazine? gamesmaster or something
52 Number? 14 or 7

Who:


52 Who is the most important person in your life? My family and closest friends.
53 Who is your best friend? I don't have one I have three. Sionai, Rach and George.
54 have you known the longest of your friends? Heather, or Nad
55 do you cry to? not to anyone only to myself
56 do you get the most surveys from? net friends
57 do you go to for advice? Advice... I don't. I dont like relying on others.
58 is your worst enemy? SM. I had another but I cant hate him no more because one of my best friends is in love with him aggh ^_^;;
59 do you look up to? Ayu
60 Knows you best? Me. Friendwise, Heather. Not many people know the real me.
61 Do you like to hang out with? Rach Sionai George Morven Lauren Nicola Susan.
62 Is the craziest person you know? Me ^-^ George is close tho *lol*
64 Do you like? friends and people
65 Do you want to marry? mariage bla
66 Has the nicest hair? Falcon
67 Do you want to be like? ME


Questions:


68 Do you have a boyfriend or girlfriend? no
69 What is their name? i'm SINGLE
70 Do you like your parents? yeah
72 Are you wearing your pajamas? no
73 Are you talking to someone online? yep Rob and Chris
74 Are you happy? what is happiness?
75 If your sad, why? because my life is shit
76 Would you die for a friend? Yes, I would. Have to be a close one tho ^^;


Do you believe in...


77 God? Yeah... I think
78 Love at first sight? Yes.
79 Superstitions? No
80 Heaven/Hell? Of course. Me and Lucifer often have a nice cuppa together at weekends.
81 The closet monster? Oh yeah
82 A perfect guy? No just as there's no perfect woman.



Wishes:


83 What one wish would you wish for? be a successful writer i guess, or be able to travel everywhere
84 Do you believe wishes come true? You need to work for them to come true
85 Do you wish you could be someone else? No
86 Have you ever wished upon a star? Yeah


Which one:


87 (Girls) Freddie Prinze Jr. or Ryan Phillippe? Sum1 with an accent
88 (Guys) Sarah Michelle Geller or Jennifer Love Hewitt:
89 Lust or Love? Bla love I guess.
90 Having a night alone with your man/woman, or out at a party? First ^_~.
91 Church or school? School.
92 Messy or Clean? My room is a mess ^^;
93 Computer or DVD? computer
94 Cds or DVDs? CD.
95 Flowers or Chocolates? Chocolates yumm
96 Bush or Gore (for president) No preference, not american.
97 Clinton or Gore (for president) ditto
98 Guy or girl: Um, guy O_o
99 Kiss Or Hug: hug for friends but that special person obviously otherwise.
100 Chocolate or vanilla: chocolate
101 Children or no children: none. at least not for a long while
102 Blonde hair or brown hair on a guy: blonde. Or purple or blue. Yeha...
103 Blue eyes or brown eyes: who cares? Um brown. Or green.
104 Slow dance or fast dance: slow dance if its with that special person
105 Wife beaters or no shirt: whats a wife beater? its clothing? um i'll just say no shirt ^^;
106 Sunscreen or sun tan lotion: suntan lotion
107 Ring or Bracelet: necklace bla
108 hot bath or hot shower: Hot shower
109 Herbal Essents or Suave: what?
110 crayon or marker: Marker.- thats felt-tips huh. but pencils i prefer or paints
111 Pen or pencil: Pencil.
112 Movie or tv: movie
113 Phone or chat online: Online is cheaper ^^;.
114 Day or night: Night
115 Dark Or Light: Dark... yeah I know its so ironic to my name ^_^;
116 Shoes on or off: off right now
117 Long Or Short hair: medium.
118 Burger King OR MC DONALDS: McDonalds. ^_^;; Sorry I'm addicted to McChickens
119 BRITNEY OR CHRISTINA: Ayu damn you!
120 ROLLER BLADES OR SKATEBOARD: blades, coz I skated all my life
121 Coke or Pepsi: Coke. Pepsi is ugh.
122 AOL or Telephone: AOL sucks!! EVILLL!
123 Hanging out with a couple of close friends or hanging out with a big group: close friends
124 E-mail or Snail mail: both


When was the last time you:


125 Said thank you? today to george
126 Read a book? a couple days ago, David Gemmel cant remember which one
127 Read the Bible? ageeees
128 Prayed? dunno
129 Did something nice? I'm eviiiiil
130 Helped a friend? today i helped george with her work ^_^;;
131 Took a shower? today
132 (girls) shaved your legs? a few days ago
133 Got mad? a few days ago
134 Talked on the phone? a few hours ago
135. Did your own laundry? weeks ^^;
136. Spent Money? Yesterday
137. Who did you spend it on? Me! It was FOOD!
138. Went shopping? a few days ago


Where:


139 Do you want to live? Canada or America ^^.
140 Is the most fun place to go? Here? George's house, or in town or cinema. This place isnt very exciting.
141 Do you want to meet your husband/wife form the future? bla. Why get married?
142 Do you want to go Heaven or Hell? Happy here thankyou
143 Do you want to get married? Nooo. At least I dont think so.


What...


144 Do you like to do? Internet stuff, draw, write, listen to music, watch anime, read, talk to my friends, hang with my friends, drool over bishies...
145 Was the most fun retreat/trip you ever went on? Australia or Singapore.. no wait France was fun when I went with my school skiing ^_^
146 Friend is always there? Sionai ^-^ But all of them
147 Relative sends you the most money for Christmas? Aunts
148 Do you like about your church or school clique? *shrugs*.
149 Do you want to be when you grow up? Writer, or do something like make ps2 games XDD graphics or programming.
150 Do you want your husbands name to be? I'll get married I really want to. Now stop asking about it I don't even have a boyfriend!! Grr.
152 Is your favorite piece of clothing? Mah jeans, and mah comfy green hooded top

Have you, in the last 24 hrs...


153 Cried? no
154 Gotten in major trouble? no
155 Cut your hair? no
156 Ate a meal? yeah
157 Hugged someone? ya a few ppl
158 Kissed someone? yeah
159 Made a new friend? no.
160 Lost something? no
161 Done something new? no
162 Got online? yes
163 Checked your e-mail? yes
164 Talked on the phone? yes
165 Exercised? ^_^; no
166 Slept? yes but only for a few hours
167 Got in a fight? well I was shouting at a guy a few hours ago *sweatdrops* but not really a fight
168 Got dressed in something other than your pj’s? yeah
169 Went bowling? nope

Have you ever...


170 Been so drunk you passed out? No.......
171 Gone out in public in your pajamas? no ^^;
172 Had an imaginary friend? Oh yeah.
173 Cried during a chick flick? no I laugh! *lol*
174 Owned a New Kids on the Block CD? Who they?
175 Gotten in a car accident? No.
176 Liked someone so much you cried? Yeah...
177 Cussed when your parents were around? yup ^^;
178 Told your sister/brother he/she was a bitch? Dunno, probably, since they are.
179 Sung in front of the mirror? I'd break it O_o
180 Made faces in the mirror? yuppie.
181 Spent more than one hour on your hair? No.. its just stoopid ^^.
182 Sleep- walked? One or two times.
183 Talked in your sleep? Yes ^_^;; In front of some girl I was sharing a room with in France.. I hope I didn't say anything personal!
184 Watched a scary movie and couldn’t sleep all night? No they rock! ^_^ I don't ahve nightmares from them tho
185 Gone Caroling? Na



Movies…


186 What is the funniest movie you ever saw? I've seen a few.
187 What is the stupidest movie? Dunno. Theres a few
188 Which movie could you watch over and over? Coyote Ugly... Kevin has a nice accent and is HOT
190 Who do you go to the movies with? Mah friends
191 What movie made you cry the most? None really
192 Did you like Titanic? Hmm okay but a bit too corny and stupid


If you were stranded on an island…


193 Who would you take? *ahem* Someone.. *lol* well atually my friends
194 Who would you take if you only had two people you could bring? ahhhh cant answer!! three people i want to take!!.
195 What three things would you bring? Pencil, paper, bishi.
196 What island would you want to be stranded on? As long as its not a stupid gaelic speaking little scottish one I dont care
197 What animal would you kill for food? Any.
198 Would you write on the sand “HELP!”? Depends who I'm with ^_~
199 Would you panic or relax? relax



Would you ever...


200 Jump out of a plane? dun think so.
201 Kiss your best guy friend (or if you’re a guy girl friend)? No... I can't imagine that... too much of a friend
202 Go bunjy jumping? NO!
203 Stay in your room for a whole day? sure why not
204 Go in the snow without clothes? i dont feel the cold.... but I'm no way going nude in the snow
205 Skinny dip? Hmm depends on the company again lol ^_~ XD
206 Drink salt water? ughh dun like it
207 Touch road kill? Ew no
208 Take a job even if it meant you’d be away from your guy? Yeah probably.
209 Smile at your worst enemy? Yes. An evil smile.
210 Play 8,000 bowling games in one night? whate the point O_o
211 Go to Reno to get married? huh
212 Gamble? sure but only if i was loaded.
213 Bring shorts to Minnesota? eh
214 Have a make-out party? evilll idea.. ^_^
215 Throw a party without your parents? Why not? Although I'd probably get killed
216 Go to a foreign country? Yes. Can't wait to get away from here! And I'm going bloody everywhere!
217 Fly a plane? Cool XD


Explain...


218 Life: God's way of punishing us.
219 Love: scary
220 A friend: someone whos always there for you no matter what, and vice versa


~*LoVe LiFe*~
221 B/f Or G/f?: b/f but i dun have one
224 CrUsH: maybe.
227 If YoU cOuLd Go OuT w/ AnYoNe In ThE wOrLd, WhO wOuLd It Be?: dunno ^-~
228 WhEn YoU 1sT mEeT a GuY/gIrL, wHaT dO yOu NoTiCe?: hair face accent
229 WoUlD yOu RaThEr Be In A lOnG-tErM rElAtIoNsHiP w/ OnE pErSoN oR dAtE mAnY pEoPlE?: long term.
230 WoUlD yOu EvEr Be In A lOnG dIsTaNcE rElAtIoNsHiP?: maybe
231 Do YoU bElIeVe In LoVe At FiRsT sIgHt?: yeah
232 WhO wAs YoUr 1St CrUsH?: -_-; A trendy.
233 IdEaL gUy/GiRl: someone
234 IdEa Of A pErFeCt DaTe: alone with someone who wants to be with you as much as you want to be with them



WHAT COMES TO YOUR MIND WHEN U HEAR THE NAME...


235 JOE: Joe Bloggs
236 JENNIFER: Slut.
237 JOHN: Someone
238 SALLY: Gay
239 JORDAN: guy used to be in my school
240 SARAH: freckles-chan! ^-^
241 JESSICA: a wild crazy person i know
242 LAUREN: Lauren mah pal!!!.
243 Mark: guy in my school.
244 RAY: Rei
245 RACHEL: Mah other friend!
246 JANET: Bla plain.



Friends ~


248 Do you have a best friend: three.
249 If so, who is it: George Rach Sionai.
250 Name your friends: George Rach Sionai Lauren Morven Nicola Susan and my net friends too
251 Nicest: Morven.
252 Funniest: Lauren- shes mad!! I put up above somewhere as George being craziest but I changed mah mind!.
253 Most caring: Sionai or Morven
254 Smartest: Nicola, Morven
255 Ugliest: George. Kidding!!!
256 Prettiest: dunno
257 Hottest: O_o
258 There for you the most: Most of them!
259 Friend that lives the farthest away: Morven I think
260 All around best friend: Nooo three
261 Best eyes? I dunno
262 Best Hair? dunno.
263 How long did this take you? AGES O_o But I'm done!! WHoohoo!

*celebrates*


Tuesday, January 01, 2002


What I've done so far. Right: Christmas spent with mah family got a spiffy PUPRLE tv-vcr. Boxing day likewise. 28th was Morven's sleepover, watched videos till 5am (and talked) then everyone except me and George went to sleep because George bugged the hell outta me to find out.... something. (she found out, but then i know about her so Ha). So we didn't sleep at all ^_^;;; I mean not at all. ^_^;;; Went into town on the 29th with George and Rob man hes obsessed with x-files O_o. And before I forget: the guy in Coyote Ugly is one hot sexeh bastard!!! That accent is SOOOOOOOO SEXXXXEH!!!! *drool* *lol* Anyway......... For New Year instead of going to the big party in town with my family where i would have to hang with the- dear lord- trendies, I went to George's (Rach went too) and stayed the night. Went to bed around 4-5am. Fun. Just came back from hers now *lol*. So that's what I've done recently, not much to say, too lazy too, so bye-bye now. Ja.


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